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same old emo bullshit now with less emo
Dec. 15th, 2005
06:48 pm - hey
i know the following entry is cliche and i'm completly aware of this while im writing this but regardless, i dont know how much longer i can stay at home the atmosphere here has become completly intalerable and it has become increasingly more and more apperiant over the past few weeks that i am no longer wanted here, the only reason im putting this on here (which even to myself seems out of charactor)is i find myself compleatly unable to interject this into normal conversation or until this moment put this into words besides FUCK! anyway if anyone has anyway place i can stay for a couple of days or a weeks or whatever it would be greatly appreacted.
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artisticSep. 4th, 2005
02:32 am - hey
hey once again im really bored so here
http://mike.mm1swebcreations.com/lj/ljF
artistic01:55 am - hey
okay so right now its fucking 5:00 in the mourning and im bord as shit and listining to discharge and once again im bored as shit anyway today was interesting it was my grandpa's 80th birthday and he went we went to go watch him skydive and my family came in and shit so, anyway then we had dinner at this italian food restourant with like 20 or 30 other people so yea today was interesting and i have to wake up in like 5 hours but whatever fuck it. by the way i renamed my bass gutair annie kelly annie cause its red and for some reason that reminds me of the name annie (i have no idea why) but it just seemd like a good name and kelly after ned kelly.
oh yea and, oh bondage up yours (i have no idea i just thought i should add that once again its like 5 and im alittle sleep deprived but thats a fucking sweet song and i kinda cant get it outta my head). yea today was good
artisticAug. 30th, 2005
08:31 pm - hey
hey im gonna be a little emo bitch and post a poem cause im just that cool and its halirious cause i wrote it stoned anyway:
a thousand beats roll off my drum
again and again and again
beating to the rytham of everything
do you ask the artist where he took the color from
or the musicion where he took that note from
ask the sky where those colors came from
i dig that
ill drink to that
stare up at the evening sky
from atop some mountians
i can almost reach it
smell the desial
and the fresh air
my fingers smell of dirt and earth and ciggeretts
lets go run naked through the wildflowers
but it seems that everyone is off to bed
well their all asleep
take me to the field of rye
well tonight
u know ive had too much to drink
and you know tonight ive had too much to smoke
will you drive me home in your arms
let me off at the door
kiss my head lovingly
and tommorow ill carry you off into the sunset
i swear it
on my white horse
and sing it that pefect rock steady beat
dance away with me
the night in the air and the moon on our backs
living easy is easy with ur eyes closed
or so they say
but hey i like the darkness
and i like the light
is the string too lose
or is it too tight
carved my name in the tree
i think you know what one im talking about
a flash from a hand granade
sends a bling light from nowhere
and suddenly i see
the air is so much more clear
and head is spinning
i cant think
or can i
smoke
and a haze
isnt this perfect
isnt this wounderfull
oh alice
oh alice
always chasing those rabits
sit on the toad
lick its skin
found out where the rabbit hole goes
found out how deep it goes
can you feel it
the darkness and the madness spreading over you like water
as you sink deeper
and deeper
into madness
smoking hooka with a catapiller
sittin atop a magical mushroom
take a bite
oh alice
oh alice
oh there go the white boots a-stompin again
off in a forgin land
alice
in your pritty white dress
dont get it dirty alice oh alice
woundering where the rabbit hole goes
found some delicious pill on the tabel
what will they do
take the red one
take the blue one
take em all
handfull to handfull
stuff em in your mouth
fistfull by fistfull
what do you fell
how do you feel
alice oh alice
now take a look outside
at the vapor
at the smoke
itll make you choke
look at the people as they walk by
watch them move
they seem to flow
watch the good
and the evil
in their black and white coats
they seem to dance
the people from the other side
the people from the other side of existance
the other side of the world
their from the other world
watch the octapus walk by
in his two tone suite and tye
dancing and waving as he walks by
as he walks by the people with out a second glance
in his two tone suite and tie
he is the most fantastic animal
isnt he
wherd he come from
tell me
where did he come from
the octopus
artisticAug. 16th, 2005
11:51 pm - hey
well commi boy tagged me so i guess i gotta
10 years ago: i was almost six i was adicted to heroin living on the streets of south west bloomfield and begging god everynight to take my life, i became a male prosstitute and soon after contracted aids and then cured it after which i was aworded the nobel prize for medicen and spent all the money on crack. then after a 2 month binge i was staying in a cheap motel in cleveland and i looked in the mirror at my long unkempt hair and my deshelveled apperiance and broke the mirror with my fist. soon after being rushed to the hospital for my broken and badly bleeding hand i entered rehab and began the long and hard road to recovery.
5 years ago: i was 9 i became obsessed with jane fonda after seeing the movie taxi driver, in an attempt to gain her aprovial and admeracion i attempted to assinate president regan. didnt go so well.
2 years ago: i was 13 and i had my bar mitzvah and i became a vegiterian.
1 years ago: i was 14 and i did stuff i dont fucking know i started high school which was cool.
yesturday: well sence its 3 am right now yesturday i had just gotten back from san francisco and so i called up micky and we picked up ariel then went and chilled at the park with danny then sarah and jill came then nick came then danny left to go to the orthadontist so me and nick and micky and ariel went to taco bell and jill and sarah went to micdonelds cause sarah wanted fries then we ate taco bell and picked up danny and went to play lazor tag and i won yeay so i found one more thing im good at that makes 5 things anyway then we went bowling which im not good at then we went to ariels swiming which was fun.it was a good day.
5 snacks i enjoy: cheetos, cookies, nachos, leftover thi food, leftover rice and of course leftover crack
5 things id do with a 100 million dollars: hire a midget to sit in a pimp suit and chain smoke camel reds in the front of my house, give it to homeless people, use it to hire george bush, carl rove, dick cheny, bill oriley, tipper gore and rish limbow to fight to the death then the last one standing would be beaten to death by a shark/bear hybred with a baseball bat, chain and ak 47, hire scientists to create shark/bear hybred, but chains baseball bat and ak 47.
5 bands that i know most of the lyrics too: Dead kennedys, propaghandi, leftover crack, beatles, phil ochs, bob dylan, sublime
5 locations id like to run away too: ann arbor, san fransicso/heaight ashberry, chicago, new york, boston
5 bad habits i have: smoking, that thing i do with my hair, cracking my knuckles, uhh i dunno u tell me
5 things i like doing: uhh tagging, writing, playing bass, hanging out with friends, enjoying life
5 things i would never wear: anything peroid cloths are lame
5 t.v shows i like: daily show, aqua teen hunger force, south park, family guy, reno 911, conin obrian
5 movies i like: shwan of the dead, night of the living dead, return of the living dead, boondock saints, igby goes down
5 famous people id like to meet: charlie manson, howard zinn, noam chompsky, jello biafria, bob dylan, david bowie
5 biggest joys at the moment: friends, writing, seeing the world, music, art/love/happyness
5 favroite toys:uhhhhhh what okay
artisticJul. 22nd, 2005
06:29 pm - hey
i almost got arrested 2 days ago on charges of obsenity and pan handeling. fucking pigs. i dont feel like explaining it all here but whatever sufice to say that it sucked kinda but whatever. the cops were by far the worst cops and some of the biggest ass holes i have ever encountered. anyway yesturday i went to brians and then a little latter scott came over and we chilled then when we were walking back to his house from 7 11 or somthing my mom pulls up screaming and freaking out about how she got some anonomys call about me and them buying pappers and shit which actually didnt happen, ironicly we didnt even go in we paid some guy to get scott a pack of ciggeretts. it was actually really funny. anyway apperantly she also yelled at the guy from 7 11. anyway today i found this really interesting guy and hes awsome listen to him its great and awsome and stuff http://www.purevolume.com/adamgnade
artisticJul. 19th, 2005
07:28 pm - hey
yea i invented a new animal a little while ago. its called a skatapus, its the ska octapus it is the most fantastic animal ever. regardless of what sarah says. by the way just for fun im trying to put down the ten to twenty best albums ever so put in what u think, some segestions are: disintagration by the cure, the white albom or abby road by the beatles, plastic surgery disaster/in god we trust by dead kennedys etc.
01:58 pm - hey
hey im bored so im gonna update. once again im just bored so u know what ask me a question or post it anything and ill most likly answer it.
artisticJul. 15th, 2005
10:37 pm - hey
hey its been awhile sence i last updated so here goes. alot of shits been going on wayyyyy to much for me to put down here. lets see had a concert with my then band and still sorta band in brian/lukes/commi boy/shit for brains/cat boiler's basement and it was awsome, been doing alot of chilling. and as alot of you know shits gotten really really fucked up and i dont know what im going to do. its ironic, right when u start to see things clearly u have the least options. theres not really a whole lot to say, i mean there is but im not gonna take the time to write it all down here, if you've got a question ask me. ill be glad to answer most likely.
artisticJun. 14th, 2005
08:46 pm - hey
i learned some things today
one is that really long trains arent necaceraly a bad thing
that getting riped off isnt also always a bad thing
that ill never smoke turkish golds again (they test on animals)
that stupid ideas can also lead to good lessons (i knew that before)
that while it may be funny and satisfying to yell at abortion protesters in detroit, its not always such a good idea
today was cool
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amusedJun. 4th, 2005
02:46 pm - hey
hey i wrote this poem really fucking high, its funny and weird and just fucked up, all at the same time
im not stoned enough to think
and im not sober enough to
my god there all comming from the east
now the trees
their roots grow deep
their old
they grow to the sky
their skin is cold
watch them bleed
they grow to the sky
u think they reach heaven
u think they can see god
theres a door on the ground
it opens into the earth
it opens into the womb
mother earth
watch her bleed
i wish i could open the door
and see inside
excuse me mom
wheres god
excuse me dad
wheres god
i had a dreamn last night
and you came to my door
with your bibles
and your pressed suits and ur ties
i struggled to the door
and i opend it up
and i reached out
with my hand
and i grabed you
and i raped you
i skined you
and tied you naked
to each other
upsatires
in the attic
now u see
the error of your ways
but where am i in this master plan
led astray
amused02:31 pm - hey
ive been smoking alot lately, like alot and its been freaking me out cause like yeaturday and today i smoke at night and get no sleep for whatever reason (cause i cant stop watching tv mmmm god i love cartoons) and like i wake up a little buzzed but then as the day progresses i get like higer and higer its so fucking weird its like a flashback but not its just fucked up anyway thursday i went out to dinner with sarah and this chick jess who turned out to be really cool and i smoke like 2 g's i smoked the rest of hers which was cronic apperantly and then went to the olgas at the mall which was interesting and then drove around for awhile and i freaked the shit outta some ugly homophobe it was halirious anyway then i went home and smoked another g and the whole thing with the high all day thing happened. anyway then i gaged my ear to a zero (thanks to sarah) anyway then i got all dressed up to go to some thing with my dad but then we got into a huge fight and he droped me off back at home and i went and smoked all depressed and pissed and shit and then i was sitting in the woods and i started calling people (i think i just wanted someone to talk too) anyway the sarah came and picked me up cause i guess i called her and she asked me if i wanted her too so i hung out with her and taylor and this chick jill who seemd slightly anoyed by me cause i was being a complete ass but whatever. Then they made me go get em ciggeretts and yea then we went to the park and chilled there for a little while then we went over to mickeys with katlin and ben and arieal and david and we were sitting in a circle and some little kids are walking by and asked me what i was smoking jokingly i said crack and someone asks them if they want some (as a joke obviously) so one kids like "no but can i get a ciggerette" and im like no go home. so they go and tell the cops we were trying to sell em crack. i gotta run and stash the weed and some pappers into the trees and im fucking freaking out cause im still pritty high and im fucking freaking out like really really bad cause im already in a bad mood and my parents are already pissed at me and shit so im just really really freaked out anyway the cops come and it was actually cool. so then i had to leave and sarah and all of em droped me off back at home. and then i watched the lion king and fell asleep like at 3 or so.
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highJun. 1st, 2005
06:25 pm - hey
hey yea so its been awhile sence i last updated so lets see whats been up ohh yea well i went out with jameie then she broke up with me a buncha stuff happened at school. yea then like last tuesday i went over to mickeys with ben to take pictures and somehow ended up drinking bens piss. searously. it was fucked up. yea so anyway then sarah and scott and danny and catlin and danny came over and i put on a corset and spedo and took pictures behind farmer jack it was great. yea and sarah got into a car accedent which sucked. then on saturday i went to the fair with evan and sarah and taylor it was cool. i almost got into a fight with some little like 10 year old kid it was funny
anyway then sunday i went to tech fest with lathin and we smoked with some dj named white mike and these 2 ghetto ass mexicans it was great then i danced and met a buncha people. it was awsome
amusedMay. 15th, 2005
07:43 pm - hey
yea so this weekend was interesting friday night i was sapposed to hang out with sarah and scott and these 2 chicks but sarah pulled a musel in her sholder so i didnt do anything. anyway saturday i hung out with this chick lola and went to this record store in clawson, flipside, its sweet and ive never heard of it which is weird, then we went to royal oak and i learned that me in a really short skirt doesnt work or look good. then i went home then sarah and taylor picked me up and we went to daveys house and i got them lost on the way then we chilled at daveys for a while then we met ricky for like 10 mins and baught a pack of ciggeretts and i smoked a little bit with ricky then we went back to daveys and sarah and taylor drew a unibrow and mustach and soul patch on me, its all good i didnt care i was pritty buzed, it was hot, yea then i lost daveys dog. i went out to make a call and left the door open and it just kinda bolted and i ran after it and got lost. bu its all good cause we found em. then i crashed at daveys and shit. yea. this weekend was cool.
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happyMay. 11th, 2005
02:24 pm - hey
01. Comment with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
and to justin, god i wish i was playing rugby
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calmMay. 9th, 2005
07:29 pm - hey
hey i just felt like writing another one for some reason cause im just that bored and im just that cool. ohhh you know it. i wanna start going on a raw foods diet anyone wanna help me with that, like smack me if i dont stick to it or somthing. u know what i just noticed somthing sublimes actually pritty good. i really hate people who take shit too searously, im so fucking sick of all this mello drama searously, everyone needs to fucking chill, and i really fucking hate people who take them selves to searously once again everyone needs to fucking chill. ahhhh fun stuff anyway how goes it everyone, whats up leave somthing or just tell me
amused07:16 pm - hey
yea so a couple of days ago i was sitting in my car at the gas station and i look out the window and theres these 2 little girls (they had to be like 11,12, 13 tops) anyway they look out the window at me and start to laugh and like wave and shit. and so i just go with it and wave back, then they start to give me that stupid rock on sighn, u know the one, and their like bangin their heads and shit and now im kinda laughing to myself (this went on for like 5 mins) and so finally i just take a piece of paper and write "thats cool" on it then they leave. wow. for such a short story that took a while to write. anyway thats about it. oh yea and i asked jamie out. anyone know of any good concerts comming up. just post somthing or tell me. or whatever.
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mischievousMay. 1st, 2005
08:23 pm - hey
yea so i think yesturday compleatly redefined the word random. so yesturday i got into a couple of fights with my mom which were both frustrating and halirious at the same time. then my plans for that night got canceled so i was walking around calling people trying to see if anyone wanted to hang out and i hear someone screaming my name. then this fucking carr pulls up and justin braun and mike hernandez get out and pull me into the trunk of this kids s.u.v., so im sitting in the trunk of this kid johns s.u.v with justin, ,mike, and max merzin and im totally confused. so we go back to mikes house and fuck i havent seen that kid in like fucking 3 or 4 years anyway then apperantly i joined a gang then kyle came over and we drove around and mike taged 2 or 3 buildings then we went to 7 11 and baught some ciggeretts and they baught some more boze. then we went back to wendys and then to mikes house and hung out there for a little while then i left. and today i did homework then went for chinese food or yapinese food or whatever with charlie then we picked up sarah and went to oaklind mall and hung out there at panara.
amusedApr. 30th, 2005
08:33 am - hey
yea so yesturday was interesting even school was good. and after school i went over to mickys with danny, shaggy, ben, megan,other danny, and katlin. then we sat in her basement listened to ben and danny play gutair and sing crappy emo songs and dredded megans hair which gave me the idea to shave my head into a mohawk. and ive been wanting to do that for awhile so yaa awsome. anyway danny tried it and it didnt work so well so then mickey did it. so then we sat in her basement for a little while. then some shit happened. then danny and ben went to cvs to buy robatussin (or somthing cause i cant spell) then we went to the park and i ran around shirtless then some little fucking posser witht the clap did it, then i shanked his ass. or not. anyway he turned out to be okay. then megan and ben and shaggy downed to cough medicen and shaggy puked then did it again and puked more. we chilled at the park for a little while then went back to her house with some chick who im pritty sure ive met before but whatever she was mickeys friend. anyway then we went back to her house and everyone left except for me and danny. then like an hour latter i left. yea.
amusedApr. 27th, 2005
08:34 pm - hey
yea so today was cool school was good and after i went to track then "band" practice we really didnt end up doing anything. a buncha other people came over and we smoked. thats pritty much it.
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